But to call him mine, I’ll need to leave the past behind and finally allow myself to move forward with him. I don’t know how to be someone’s boyfriend, let alone be in the public eye. The more we hang out, the more I realize I’ll never get enough of him.Ī loner dating a celebrity doesn’t make much sense.
When he starts taking me places, it feels suspiciously like dates…and surprisingly, I like it.ĭespite our differences, Sebastian’s lonely, like me. We’ve known each other intimately for years, and yet we’ve never spent much time together with our clothes on. He needs a friend, and for whatever reason, he decides that should be me. Now Sebastian is back in California, taking a break from acting. A boyfriend he later found in bed with another man. Who knew my favorite one would become such a popular movie star? But Sebastian Cole and I made it work, meeting up whenever he was in Santa Monica and in the mood-until he called it off when he got a serious boyfriend. Infrequent, no-strings-attached hookups have always worked for me.
Most of them just let you down anyway, or maybe it’s just that something about me chases people away. As a founding member of The Vers, a queer podcast I host with my three best friends, I’m The Loner-quieter than the others, and except for them, I don’t let myself get too close to people.
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